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that’s it that’s the whole show
Martin BladhSensation is Everything, 2004
Something I've been thinking about lately is how Dean canonically wasn't an angry child/young adult. The show makes it very clear that Sam was the angry one, not Dean. Sam is completely thrown when Dean reacts aggressively to him after his comment about Mary in the pilot. Sam doesn't recognize Dean and his anger after John's death in season two. I don't know what I'm trying to say; it's just interesting that we see Dean at the cusp of his anger from the beginning of the series. We only get snapshots of him as a child: cocky, yeah, but not explosive. Overall, he's gentle, almost reserved as a kid. John's disappearance/abandonment in season one and his death in season two really is the trigger for Dean’s unraveling. He's been holding back his emotions for so long to protect the people he loves, but he just can't take it anymore. The series really is just Dean’s tighter and tighter spiral toward becoming the angry man.
months are so short. like what do you mean only two weeks is half of the whole month and then in another two weeks its done
and autumn comes when youre not yet done with the summer passing by and whatnot
When Finneas O’Connell said “I lost a friend like keys in a sofa” and when Ocean Vuong said “I miss you more than I remember you” and when Richard Siken said “this is a very old story. There is no other version of this story.” And when Maggie Nelson said “haven’t you learned to keep the loosest possible hold?” And when Hannah Hassler said “I make my ramen the way a friend taught me in eleventh grade…I am a mosaic of everyone I’ve ever loved” and when Stephen Chbosky said “things change. And friends leave. Life doesn’t stop…” and when I said “Last week I left my necklace on a bus in Riverside and I wonder if you’ll find it when I leave you in the place where all the lost things go.”
Look! I commissioned the very talented @latelierderiot for this gorgeous Tony Stark. I wanted a sleepy, just out of the workshop Tony, who really isn’t paying attention to is surroundings, picking up Mjolnir. Because he’s both worthy and a badass with or without the armor. @latelierderiot is wonderful. The details are incredible. I’m in awe. I keep staring at him. Again, thank you so much!
- Ken: Cristo Alphonse de Liguori (The Wounds of Jesus) by Pool & Marianela · via Gallery 30 South
"The bear loved the deer, it was obvious. It ripped the deer's throat out, and then licked the dying deer with the most passionate affection. I thought of you and me."
David Cronenberg, Consumed
Ken was created from Barbie’s rib
who are you when you are not watching tv or movies? when you aren't playing video games or reading a book or fanfiction or listening to music or whatever other kind of media that you engage with? who are you when your mind isn't in another world or story, when you are forced to sit with yourself and the only experience you have is your own sensorial life? can you define yourself outside of what you consume? who is that person? do you like them? can you bear it? can you bear it?
these are value-neutral questions and i am not inherently implying anything in them. what you read into it is for you to decide. consider why your immediate reaction to being asked who you are outside of the tv shows you watch is to become defensive or angry or uncomfortable. what might that say about how you feel about your life? why are you reading judgement into my questions? your answers are not for me, they are for you. do with them what you wish.
in terms of satisfaction when it comes to oral fixation, small things like pens, gum, bobby pins etc aren’t as satisfying as being able to just, hold bigger things in your mouth for a while (i am talking about cock)
